What! You gasped. These people, theyre just like me, running fast and alone, but were running fast and alone together. Surprisingly the girl smirked and continued the stare down, waiting for his reaction. Tags: @xxchexchickxx@ Bucky Barnes is the biggest playboy on campus. He glances over his shoulder. You were the one person she was counting on most at the moment and you failed her. Ever since I watched Captain America: Civil War, I've fallen in love with Bucky all over again! Well, Im not moving to Manhattan, but Im moving to Brooklyn with Kendall, we got an apartment and its shitty but its exciting and-. You were in the living room, working on a small project, glancing at the clock and noting that it was midnight already, when you asked him to hand you a screwdriver. Im not even going to resist. Bucky laughed, going back to his game and Nat went back to her show, a smirk clear on her lips. It was an innocent and simple request, and he kept his eyes on the thick book in his hands as he took the tool from the window ledge and approached you. He says son can you play me a memory, Im not really sure how it goes! You sung at the top of your lungs while standing on top of the couch, you used a Wii remote as a microphone. Wanda pulled out a bar chair you had on the other side of the island and sat down, leaning forward as far as she could. How Why would you hurt me?. Bucky looked down at you and sighed, pressing a kiss to your forehead and making his way towards the elevators with you still curled up in his arms. "Nope." Bucky said. He froze, managing to stop himself before he rammed into you and his eyes flickered to the window, as if he was actually considering escaping that way. Daily updates. Your hair fell messily and in its natural state, you wore light makeup but your natural beauty shone as bright as the moon that lit up the living room. She is, Bucky Barnes thinks, really something. She sounded good for Bucky, he needed someone like that in his life. The delicious treat already smells like heaven and you are excited to try them. Just let me help you! You were taken off guard when he suddenly stopped walking and turned to face you. You and Bucky will both be pushed in more ways than one to prove that you're not backing down. He certainly didnt want to see any ofthat,so he ran before any more clothes could be carelessly discarded to the side. Y/n- Steve chuckled as he went to interrupt you again, but suddenly you got distracted. I told you, I want to be your target practice. You jumped a little and for a split second you were walking right beside him but your shorter legs werent able to keep up with his for much longer. Bucky was wrong. And still, even after all this time, you care. She knew you were listening in. Like you said, you cant even remember the last time someone got you flowers. The guy needed someone else other than him to assure him that he was a good man. Yes, well, this is important. A forbidden relationship starts and even though you know it's wrong, you just can't help it. If you pushed through and fought through the pain and ache in your chest you felt every single day, then eventually it wouldnt hurt as much. I have to charm him? You hummed and rolled your eyes, grabbing the wine bottle and refilling your glass. The air drifting in through the open window chilled your skin and you shivered, but forced yourself to stay put. content in the future. A smirk grew on his face because he knew that your release of a breath meant he had won. When you caught sight of something moving in a dark corner by the door you were needing to exit out of. It had started when he first moved in, there was just something about him that made you attracted. Welcome to the place where people can let their inner fangirl loose. The scene in front of you brought a slight smile to your face and you found it impossible to turn away. Your eyes suddenly snapped towards Bucky, his heart skipped a beat and his eyes widened. Plot: Bucky betrays the reader in the worst way possible. "But you wont, you breathed, interrupting his rushed onslaught of threats. His hobby seemed to be: what can I do to piss Y/N off today? You would pester and talk and prank and become so overly dramatic. There were no chances of pulling out now, plus, lives were at stake. Im really happy. A moment of silence passed and before Tony could stalk off to his lab for the night, Bucky asked him one last question. But that was the Winter Soldier, and Bucky was not him. Hed been through so much. Bucky Can Bandage a Wound Surprisingly Well, I Hope You Are Proud of Yourself Sergeant. Y/N got out and was able to hide for her entire life until this moment. The snowmans head got caught on one of the light fixtures and the snowmans head exploded. Today was the day that you would pester to no extent, and it all started at precisely 5:00am. Im having fun, and my new family is a bit odd and silly, but thats okay. How could you not? You were one of the younger Avengers and your personality showed it. You loved him, and because you loved him, you wanted him to be happy. Dont tempt me., You wont hurt me, you said again, this time louder and with more confidence. Bucky was sitting on the couch, only a few inches away from where you were leaning, he was playing some game on his phone. Sam! Book two of the Broken to Whole series.Must read book one for contex. You finally made it to the kitchen, where you leaned on your elbows on the island and started at the top of her notes. Buy him flowers, are you serious? You laughed and looked up at her, when you saw her face was dead serious, you laughed even more. All that I can strangle you with one arm crap wont work on me, mister. ): This story contains domestic abuse/violence, and potential s*xual assault/harrassment.] Bucky Barnes, no less. Your heart sank. It chilled your cheeks and ran goosebumps down your neck. Yeah-huh. He used the same tone back to you, and you smiled. "wh..whats wrong (y/n) you can tell me" buckys soothing words made you look up as his hands made their way to cup your face. Youre always glammed up and looking fabulous around everyone, even if it was a lazy day. But thats okay, because in the end were both happy. But he was awake, he's in the Avengers compound, in his own bed, and the screams were coming from the room next to his own. There you were, standing with both hands placed firmly on your hips as you stared with narrowed eyes at the Captain standing beside him. We have to hurry or Mr. Stark will be mad at you for being late again." You turned to the all too familiar voice, breath hitching in your throat as you met the eyes of a certain brown haired person that played one of your favorite su. Your date was horrible, youre locked out of your apartment, and the rain soaked through your dress. You did the best you could.. The sequel to my other cringey work, You, Me, and the Secrets We Keep. Your hair was being pushed back by a thin headband. Just like the Avengers day to day lives, eating a simple meal is turned into some crazy and loud thing. All the fun things people do in Fall. Natasha explained, her eyes flicking over to you for a brief moment, seeings you hesitating in continuing your nails. Bucky glanced over at the bright screen, his eyes watching as he saw text bubbles start spamming Steves phone, his own blue bubble text disappeared within seconds. Clint stood next to Steve, glaring at you as you dug through the box and only ate the marshmallows. I got coffee and Im ready to move my body! You bounced from one foot to the other, flicking your wrists and occasionally sticking your butt out. Tell me about her. You asked quietly, your coffee being set down in front of you. You just need to sometimes drop the pretense that youre okay, and actually believe the words that Steve and I tell you, instead of only pretending that you do., He looked like a child trying to solve a university-level mathematical problem. Pitchers of different types of drinks, including a couple coffee pots, were jugged down within minutes. Also, love how you brought the mission together!! I have a great idea! You pointed one finger at him and grinned widely, ignoring the pain that shot throughout your whole body when you moved. It was the best choice you ever made. He's the love of your life and you are his. Some of your old stuff, a new place to stay, money? He rose an eyebrow, waiting for you to respond to him. You stumbled back and turned toward him. You completely ignored Bucky and begged, Steve, please. You could still hear the screams, still feel their hands . Are you not a child? For few seconds you remained silent, but then giggled and agreed. I said out! He threw another pillow and you giggled before slamming his door shut just in time as the pillow connected with where you previously were. You whimpered in pain as he marched back over to you, you spat out a small amount of blood, your hand clutched your chest wh, New York, 2016 Outside the Raft, after your escape Nothing out of the ordinary, now if you excuse me- You were cut off when he suddenly ran in front of you, you covered your face with both arms and looked downward. But it wasnt just that, there was something else that you couldnt put your finger on. His hands left the desk and gripped your hips, slowly lowering until with one swift movement he pulled you up and set you on the desk, his hands lingering on the back of your thighs before travelling upwards, under your t-shirt. Anyway, Steves dating Sharon. You have the ability to heal injuries, but with a price: whatever wound or injury you healed appears on your body at the exact same spot, with the exact same severity, leaving you suffering from an injury meant for someone else. In the immortal words of Brandon Lee in the Crow "It can't rain all the time.". You stumbled into the door and hit your head when Scott swung the door open to see what the commotion was all about. Without the marshmallows theyre basically Cheerios.. You choked on your smoothie one morning when he scared you in the kitchen. Blue eyes and brown tied back hair, all completed by an amazing jawline, shit! Not a single one of them suited your toned down style. It's what we call ourselves, sort of like a team. It was the one year anniversary of Buckys disappearance and Nat was right, it was a hard day. You could feel the cold air fill your lungs as the events of the past few days played before your eyes. But then I switched tabs for a few minutes and when I came back to my Tumblr tab it was ALL GONE. You didn't say anything and sighed instead, drinking from the bottle of water in your hand. I dont know where I wanna go - but oh my god, we could go to Dennys-, No? Your smile faded, skin going cold as you realized he was there, watching you at the end of your life. Yes. His best friend Bucky Barnes can't help but notice she isn't a kid anymore. We moved the next year.). Swearing. You immediately stopped talking and grabbed the box of Lucky Charms, tearing it open and digging your hand through the halfway full box. Please dont come any closer, you cried, slipping your hand up the edge of the roof until only your fingertips held you in place. And for some reason You're a 25-year-old girl living in Brooklyn along with your childhood best friends Steve and Bucky, and you're working at the SSR with your cousin Peggy Carter. That is what scared Bucky the most. Take your girlfriend to bed so I wont find her on top of the fridge tomorrow.. Who's side are you on? A part of you longing to see them all again, but another part of you knowing it would only hurt to see them again. He pulled his sunglasses away from his eyes and let them sit on the table next to his crossed hands. "I have sat up every night this past month." You needed to do something that would . "I think we got too drunk, and did 'something' in bed." After almost a year in captivity, and being exposed to an infinity stone. Shes been falling asleep in weird places for the past week. Tony shrugged his shoulders. The end was very, meh, because I started to feel better so its just thrown together. ! Bucky yelled through the halls of the Avengers compound. ! Sam shouted into his pillow but it was muffled enough to not wake anyone else near Sams room. You rubbed your free hand over your face in an attempt to clear up your vision. However You love Steve! You could feel a blush tinting on your cheeks and you were hoping the dimly lit room stopped it from showing. Are you gonna eat that? Clint pestered Steve, his eyes trained on the poptart that Steve was inches away from putting in his mouth. His voice was only a whisper as he choked on his tears. Even if were not together.. Steve shut his mouth and pulled the poptart away slightly as he spoke. That morning in the subway you had met Steve, the way he had looked at you when he realized you werent who he thought you were, the explosion in Vienna, the death of TChaka (the king of Wakanda), and every single moment that had followed. "I', Sokovia; Day of ultrons attack. His love was all-consuming and genuine and it made you feel unworthy. ! He finally spun around to look at you. Art approached you with his lunchbox in his hands. Whether it was just an innocent fleeting thought when Steve would tell you about the dates back in the 40s or a genuine curiosity brought on after spending an entire evening with him while trying to recover a stubborn memory, or even when you would walk past his room in the middle of the night to find the door ajar and him on the edge of the bed with his face in his hands, pounding his fists against his head and repeating his own name. He blinked, as if it was hard for him to process what you said. His cheekiness, of course had made a comeback. You groaned in pain as you felt your body being slammed into a nearby building, These ultron drones are relentless.. You thought as you pulled yourself up. You are strong, Y/n. Natasha continued saying, at the end she reached over and squeezed your arm. What about you was good enough for a life of true love? You flavored your water by putting cucumbers in your drink, it tasted good and it detoxes your body. You rolled your eyes, happy that he wasnt looking at your face for that. Sams! Crossposted on moongoddessmox! Your feelings were getting more and more hurt. He didnt jump away this time, but his hold on the back of the chair tightened. He tried to interact with her, but since they got off to a rough start every little thing he did seemed to get under her skin. Well, where are you off to this time?, You took the final sip of your latte and smirked. To Nat the glare just meant full force ahead. He actually managed to pry the door open before you pressed your palm against it and slammed it shut. He didnt seem too comfortable around you, so who were you to force him to spend time with you. Captain America was finished for the day some big-shot tried to rob a bank and then attempted to run away only to be hit in the back with his shield and was going to relax at home with a home-cooked meal when he hesitated upon coming in, hearing you and Bucky arguing. Sorry if I misspelled something. I dont want to hurt you., His pleading confused you and you blinked, shifting your weight from one foot to another. This blog fully supports Iron Man! She gave you a look and you rolled your eyes. However the second you laid eyes on him its like your whole world stopped and your outgoing personality came to halt. Author's Note: This is for my lovely friend Lau's @sweeterthanthis Bittersweet Symphony Writing Challenge! Somebody please help! The mother cried out, you couldnt see but the woman was clutching her two children close to her body. He's got the looks, charm, and high hockey player status. Oh, come on! Nat hopped up and stalked over to you. Like you could. Bucky took a step closer to you and growled in a viscous but sarcastic tone. Okay well theres always Russ and Daughters, Ive never been there, I wonder if its good, do you think its good? The short, wary glances Bucky would send your way. Bucky Barnes x Reader. Enem Bucky Barnes is the biggest playboy on campus. You sighed deeply and flashed a final bright smile, before you turned around and walked swiftly out of the cafe. His presence made you calm, even on your worst days. You were proud of him. You looked over at Natasha and narrowed your eyes as she grinned, of course this is what shed been planning. You would not dare! You stepped away from Bucky who was nearly chest to chest with you. You looked like how you did every night, after you went to your room for the night and no one else saw you until morning. And you finally believed you were worthy. Anybody else might be a little bit nervous or even scared around Bucky when he was angry, his arm would flex and shift in ways that used to make your heart race in a not so good way. "The Avengers. I know its been tough but, you made it out alive.. But I dont wanna.. Luckily, the only other person awake at this hour is your neighbor, and hes more than willing to help you. His idea disgusted you in every sense and you begged him to never implement the mission. The first thing you always did after a mission, was linger in the rooms Bucky would be in. He's got the looks, charm, and high hockey player status. You might drive me insane, but I see that there is good in you thanks! Since the tower was silent and you were pretty sure everyone was asleep, you built up the courage to run out of your room to get something to drink. You knew pretty well what the man in front of you was capable of. Am I going to eat this? Steve waved the blueberry poptart around. Bucky slowly lifted his metal hand, sticking out one finger to trail along the side of your face. I got my internship. You paused, biting the corner of your lip and leaning back on your heels as you hovered the tops of your feet in the air. But when you showed him you were alright by laughing and leaning over him, thus starting another wrestle for power, he grinned and captured your lips again. You moved backwards until your legs didnt dangle over the edge and hummed happily as you eagerly wrapped your arms around Buckys neck and smashed your lips against his. Your mind told you to finally do something instead of just standing there like a deer caught in headlights, so you returned the kiss wholeheartedly, unable to keep the smile off your face as Bucky made a pleased sound at the back of his throat when you reciprocated his actions. You were pretty certain that you were the only one up, the whole tower was dead silent, which only ever happens when everyones asleep. Bucky thought that he was the only one to make Steve laugh when he was at his worst. You didnt want to hurt anymore. He was looking down at the floor, his face shrouded in a shadow but when he looked up, he remained close enough for you to make out a puzzled expression. You only laughed, but he could hear it hit you. Apparently, he was wrong. I could doallof this before Steve or anyone else could stop me.. Whoever was texting him was obviously not afraid of double texting. So the italics are the reader and Wanda talking the same night that Wanda came over to the readers apartment about how to win back the trust of the Avengers, while the normal text is the reader actually trying to win back their trust. You shoved a straw down the hole in the lid and turned to head back to your room, when the lights in the kitchen suddenly flicked on. "You're staring." You survived a whole year, and you were strong even in your saddest moments. She texted me last night, something about how shes grateful that she met me and she loves me, Steve furrowed his brow. You tried to stop yourself and almost went flying forward, but you quickly straightened yourself and looked up at him. He can have any girl he wants, except you. A/n: Not my gif :) Natasha Romanoff with all her glory walks in the training room while . Unwelcome, too, as it was four o'clock in the god damn morning. Everything they have ever known is toppled over. You shook off the thought. You felt he was better off, that he should refocus his love somewhere else on someone who deserved it. You sat for a moment, taking in the cool breeze at that height. Pain that numbed your soul and kept your mind blank as Bucky navigated you where you needed to be. And for those celebrating the Fourth on Monday, have an amazing day and be safe, dont like get in the way of a firework or set your hair on fire. 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